Worry

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He’s sick again. It has me worried. The symptoms are bad… not just a fever anymore. It sucks to know that you can’t do anything about it. I can’t even imagine what he’s going through right now. He was younger once… unstoppable, athletic, active. And to hear me and others tell him to rest.. lay down… relax. I understand why he gets upset sometimes. I have to learn to not react negatively to that. But I’m only human… sometimes it can be too much. But that’s life right? You just have to deal with it. Wish I can make things easier for him though. I understand why he doesn’t want to go to the hospital again. He gets lonely, at least he’s comfortable here. Can’t make him do what he doesn’t want to do… don’t want to upset him.. let him rest… and relax… he’ll go when he’s ready.

In the meantime, I have to stay positive.. and try to focus on studying… I have two more finals this upcoming week.

Might work on the site a little though… need to get my mind off of things..